Silver Burners–Art Installations

Art on the Playa is on a grander than grand scale—as in climbing height grand and extraordinarily creative grand. The first day I arrived, my daughter and husband guided me onto the Playa to view the installations. Traveling by bike meant it was impossible to see them all in one day, but I had a preview of the scale of the desert city and the installations on that first day.

During the daylight hours, the art stood out on the desert, despite the khaki desert color of everything else in sight. At night, they took on an entirely different appearance with lights and music and movement. I cannot even begin to describe how spectacular each one was, but I admit to having a few favorites.

Teri and I loved the swinging clouds, which were whimsical and functional. I handed my I-phone to a stranger, who took some shots of two grandmothers, acting like kids on the swings positioned below the clouds. At night, they were beacons of light and landmarks for us to find our way home.

The Folly, a wooden structure built by 20-year burner Dave Keane, was one of the most impressive structures. The intent of his creation, built by carpenters, engineers, and design artists, was a massive 24-room tunneled, secret- roomed building in the style of an old Irish fishing village. We climbed up the clock tower and wandered into the rooms created from recycled and reclaimed wood. One room had an old typewriter to type messages to be left behind before the building was burned, and I was the last person to use it. (I impressed a young crowd with my typing skills:)

My favorite was the Monumental Mammoth. Created from metal objects which had been dumped in the desert near fossil beds, the idea for the project was from 18-year old Girl Scout Tahoe Mack for her Gold Award project. The entire art project was inspired by the story of the volunteers’ named Protectors of Tule Springs, who work to rescue the ice age fossil beds near Las Vegas. The mammoth structure will be permanently installed at the fossil beds, which will become a new state park. I returned three times to run my hands over levers, locks, knobs, scraps and metal that fashioned this tactile creature and was fortunate enough to meet the head of the project.

Day and night, in addition to the art we viewed, art cars of all shapes, themes, and sizes could be heard and seen. Music, dancing, fire, sounds, and lights emanated from roving vehicles. Sometimes they stopped to pick up passengers wandering the desert. Some were moving dance parties, and others were people-movers with room to attach bikes. We were fortunate to make a friend with an art car and he ferried our campmates to parties, sunsets and sunrises, and the traditional burning of the man and temple on two separate nights.

Art and creativity existed in every shape and form, from the camp decor and themes, to the outfits burners created and wore for their days and nights. People watching was almost as extraordinary as the art installations! We were never able to see every piece of art in the city, but even today I cannot conceive of the work and money that poured into the brilliance of the artists.

Silver Burners—Personal Playa Hygiene

Ok. Let’s talk about staying clean in alkaline dust, not sand, on a 95-100 degree desert. Talk. That is all it is. There is no real hygiene. Let it go. Let it go. Let it go!

“What are the things you worry about the most?” asks Gage of his favorite mother-in-law and girlfriend. “Heat, and the fact we love two showers a day.” Settled. Swamp cooler installed, since his resurrected A/C unit failed, a case of baby wipes, antiseptic wipes, and boogie wipes and VOILA! a shower in our camp!

The miracle of a shower cannot be underestimated. If I was stranded on a desert island, God forbid it was a huge island far away from water. I would crawl to it. Baby wipes are awesome, but some bits and pieces just need a little more:)

Grab your towel, get to the public camp shower without losing it. (Some cared not.) Hop in and spray yourself with a spray nozzle resembling a pest control sprayer, before dousing yourself with Bronners. Peppermint! OmG someone tell me why my hoo-hoo is on fire! (Sorry for details:) Where is my organic hemp Castile soap???? I screamed. I hopped around. I survived. I learned.

The porta-potties are evil. One young campmate decorated the potty on the left with flowers, tropical murals, and anything sweet-smelling and put caution tape on the door, hoping most would avoid like the porta-plague. It was our special place, but we still came armed with extra toilet paper and in my case–purse-size Lysol. I will never ever ever ever love a portable toilet.

The smartest thing we ordered from Amazon was our “She-pee”, as we affectionately called our amazing in-house portable toilet. Number one great find! Women do not want to stagger two blocks in the middle of the night to pee, and it’s not like we had a forest with trees to pee behind. We bow before our goddess of peeing throne for its usefulness. Bless the inventor.

Silver Burners—White Wednesday

Tutu Tuesday was a miss for us. I had a multicolored ribbon tutu that I had planned to wear, but it flew high on my bike pole with LED lights and a Chinese lantern. Trust me, it looked better up there and not on my child-bearing hips:) Teri and her tutu were not to be seen:)

Since Teri and I were not present for camp set-up and striking camp, we were the designated ice retrievers and water fillers. Teri was due in on Wednesday on a Burner Bus, but we had no clue when she would arrive.

My temporary handicap sticker was validated at the DMV (Department of Mutant Vehicles) with a camp-mate who drove her car. What a great feeling to know I was going to be an asset to the camp with a pink Burner handicap flag! (I could not lift, carry, pull or push anything with left arm)

We headed down to fill up our 5 gallon collapsable water jugs and tried not to slip in the “slip” of playa dust and water resembling a pottery studio. We turned around to leave and spotted Teri across the way–groping her way around the bus depot as she waited for her luggage! Serendipity! We filled her four jugs and headed for camp.

Teri and I settled into our Shiftpod in the burning heat of mid-day. As any post-menopausal or thyroid inflicted female knows, heat, humidity and sun are not our best friends, but we are not whiners. We opened our tent flaps and tied wet scarves and neck fans around our necks to organize our mutual space and went to work.

We are OCD and anal housekeepers. What a joke. Playa dust. Tight space. Two crazy cleaning fools trying to organize costumes and suitcases filled with more than we needed and our she-pee area .(More on that later) And where do we put our dirty, dusty boots?

A ” Camp Nailed It” sign with our names graced our entrance. We had our own trash bag and were instructed NO MOOP (matter out of place). Federal lands prohibit any speck of sequin, feather, paper, crumb or particle be left behind! We were conscientious “moopers”.

The camp hugged and embraced my friend and we hung under the shade structure watching the parade of humanity pass by. Many stopped by for adult beverages as we tried to stay hydrated with good old water in this new harsh environs. Our camelbacks were our best friends, filled with water, snacks, dust masks, head lamps, goggles, chapstick, Kleenex/toilet paper and our ID.

Tuesday night was white night. How spectacular is it to see 80,000 people dressed all in white? Feathers, sequins, body paint, naked, glitter ponies and hippies dressed in white– all trooping to the Esplanade for the dance parties. We were so excited to be part of a happening of epic proportions for two beautiful friends of my daughter and her husband.

Friends of the future Mr. and Mrs. gathered at the Playground for the rave under a dark desert sky. It felt like the largest indoor dome laser light show imaginable. I felt like i was in the 60’s and 70’s on steroids. Beautiful bodies dressed in beautiful outfits. Music reverberated through our bodies and souls. I wanted to be 20, but i was so glad to be 70. The energy was magnificent. (Fun reading your blogs:)!

Correction: The White Night was at “The Playground” for “the White Party”. Distrikt (known for day parties) is the camp nearby to where Dawn camped and on the other side of the Playa.)

The circle of fifty friends encircled a tall, handsome, fabulously-dressed friend, waiting for his butterfly to stop flitting and return to the circle of friends she thought were gathered in camaraderie. When he knelt on bended knee and proposed, we all cried with her. What a special way to celebrate!

We floated home in our hearts, as we cycled back to our tents. It was a magical evening.

Silver Burners—Just Get Us There!

Teri and I are decompressing in a hotel room in Reno before we head back to Michigan on a red-eye flight. We are exhausted, but continue to reminisce and ruminate over our adventures. Getting there was filled with nervous energy and anxiety, but leaving was filled with unexpected emotion and a sadness that is still unexplainable.

Half the fun was sharing the trip with a friend in my general age group. She is a mere 63 with an old wise soul. My wait for her on Monday night turned into her nightmare flights, which meant I left on the Burner bus on Tuesday as planned. Meanwhile, she trooped through flight delays, a control tower fire in Chicago, hotel stays and a rebooking on a new airline with the crew timing out. Agony.

I hopped aboard the Burner bus at Reno airport and seated myself next to a Cuban ballerina virgin-burner with ambitions of medicine as a career. I made a friend in the airport from Chile with a Navy background and he and I were the last ones off the bus. I hopped aboard a shuttle to Camp “Nailed It”. @ 4:45 and Jove in the horseshoe-shaped city, surprising my daughter and hubby by arriving early. Their camp was in full party mode with their “Office Space” party. (Watch the movie!) Burners loved smashing the copy machine with a baseball bat, discussing their pieces of flair, which was the camp gift.

Our shiftpod was totally set up with our beds already made, the swamp cooler set up to cool our hot bodies and a “love box” filled with wipes, nasal spray, energy bars, flashlights, bike locks and necessities for our survival.

Twelve camp mates passed out love, hugs and adult beverages with ice before a great dinner. The huge shade structure, complete with bar, rugs, lights, chairs and inflatable furniture would turn out to be our favorite hangout for the week.

A three-wheeled bike with a large basket for the girl with the broken wrist was a lifesaver. I had to re-learn riding a tricycle in order to journey onto the playa with my daughter and hubby, and riding on alkaline dust in blowing conditions was a challenge. I was also blown away with the views and immense vast city that sprawled around me on that first night!

I slept fitfully that first night, alone on my air mattress shivering under three layers on my bed, dressed in long johns and a fur vest. The camp at the corner with their techno party until 4 a.m. never tempted me to dance, but the vibrations jostled my innards as I attempted to sleep in my new environment.

Silver Burners—The Day Before

It’s getting real. The lobby in Harrah’s is a bizarre mixture of glassy-eyed gamblers drinking and smoking for hours on end and luggage toting burners dragging as much as they can carry. A buff bare-chested male, dressed in a vest, man-kilt, sturdy boots and heavy socks stood proud—carrying a spear like a great white hunter, in the lobby as I passed through. I’ve seen enough YouTube videos to realize this will be normal attire for the week.

My class reunion is over and my classmates are rooting for my experience. My friend Frannie, who has been a few times, brought a beautiful embroidered, salmon colored skirt for me. Others like Chip, who lives in Reno and regaled us with tales of dusty burners returning through Reno looking for showers, questions my sanity. Teri’s and my tickets, guide and camelbacks were dropped off to Chip by daughter Brooke, husband Gage and camp organizer Sarah as they drove their truck through on their way to the Playa, so we are ready for our Burner Bus ride into the desert.

On the streets, strangely packed vehicles pass through, loaded down with camping supplies and bikes. I have seen two parked on the street today that would rival trucks seen in old t.v. shows“Green Acres” and “The Beverley Hillbillies”. I picture them as a modern day wagon train with food, water, bedding, tents, pots and pans, etc, hanging like charms on a rope bracelet, hoping not to lose anything onthetrail.

My little buddy arrives tomorrow and she is wishing she had come a day earlier, but both of us decided how much heat and excitement we could handle, which dictated our choice. We have been texting weather reports and last minute messages like teenagers and are thrilled to see it will only be in the high 90’s during the day and 60’s at night with no humidity!

My daughter Dawn will meet us there Wednesday.  She is thrilled to leave her two toddlers behind and enjoy the experience with me. ”I wish I was in the best shape of my life instead of the worst”, I moaned to her. ”Mom, you will be a rockstar by just being there.”  I want to believe this. Stay tuned!

Silver Burners-Gifting

One of the ten principles of Burningman is “gifting”, which is a tough call when you are flying in from a distance and have already packed two suitcases and shipped most of your supplies to San Francisco. What will be meaningful or fun without leaving a paper trail, MOOP (matter out of place on the desert floor) or fit back in someone’s belongings to return home? The gifting is unconditional and there are no strings attached, but it cannot be large under my circumstances.

I love the idea of everyone I meet being a piece to my puzzle and I would like to believe I might, albeit unknowingly, carry a piece to theirs. The idea that there are thousands of unknown souls wandering around at Burningman with stories and interesting lives I have not heard is exciting. My favorite poem in the world by Harold Kushner said it best.

“Some seem to be born with a nearly completed puzzle.

And so it goes.

Souls going this way and that

Trying to assemble the myriad parts.

But know this. No one has within themselves

All the pieces to their puzzle.

Like before the days when they used to seal

jigsaw puzzles in cellophane. Insuring that

all the pieces were there.

Everyone carries with them at least one and probably

Many pieces to someone else’s puzzle.

Sometimes they know it.

Sometimes they don’t.

And when you present your piece

Which is worthless to you.

To another, whether you know it or not,

Whether they know it or not,

You are a messenger from the Most High”.

Gerald Kushner “Honey From The Rock”

One year I read about someone doing a project with journals mailed all over the world, hoping they would return. With that thought in mind, I am bringing four moleskin journals with the title on the cover, “What Brings You To Burningman? I plan to distribute them every day and ask for them to go into the Playa and return to me with insights. Hopefully, I will be able to sit with some of the people I meet and hear their stories in person. I have my card taped inside with the request for them to be filled and returned and will remain optimistic that some will return. It is a gift, but to myself. It remains to be seen whether I will be a gift to them!

Along the same lines of gifting, despite the fact these are gifts to me, I have some treasures from friends and family tucked in my belongings. The charm necklace includes a jingle bell my Dad used to wear as Santa when i was a child; one of his dog tags from the Army; my Mom’s silver cross; an Irish charm given to me from a Ya-Ya symbolizing friendship and  my husband’s engraved key chain I purchased for his college graduation.

One of my Ya-Ya’s, Molly, who was the best friend of my life and like a sister, passed away close to ten years ago. I took beads, charms, ribbons, and made a set of prayer beads to  hold during her worst times. Her children returned them to me and they will be around my neck, with additions from friends and family included. My mother-in-law gave me a piece of her wedding headress to weave in. I feel like I am bringing my friends and family with me.

My twin gave me a fur vest; my sister Meg knit a fun hat and my friend Lydia crocheted a necklace. A Colorado mother/daughter team created beautiful jewelry for my night-time outfits. (Sascha was a Maqua camper!) This trip is more than me disappearing into the dusty desert, it is a spiritual journey. Other friends gave me wild jewelry, items they thought I would need that are practical, and although I resist having any expectations, I believe this trip will change me in some way. Stay tuned!